A note from Ana

A Note From Ana

So you are craving food right now, huh?  What do you think you are doing?!  Don't you adre go anywhere near food!  Don't touch it, don't even think about eating it.  What do you want to become, a fat cow?!  I am your best friend, and if you eat, you are failing me and letting me down.  If you eat, it shows how little self control you have.  That pain in your stomach right now, that is me, and that is your fat melting away.  When you feel empty, it means you are empty of your sins.  Summer is coming.  You want to be able to walk around at the beach in your bikini, don't you?  You want to be able to walk around in your bikini with your flat, firm little stomach and your toned little thighs.  You want to be able to run your hand over your stomach and feel your ribs.  You want to go to the shops and see that skimpy outfit and know you would look damn good in it.  You made a commitment to me.  I am your life, am obsession.  Don't break what we have.  I will give you everything you want, but you have to give me what I want.  And I want you to stay away from food.  Go have some water.  Go drink some tea or coffee.  Or better yet, go to the gym fattie!  Don't show me what little self control you have.  Don't defy me.  You know that if you go and eat right now, you will end up standing over the toilet, puking it all up until you see blood and water and your stomach is aching.  You will regret eating as soon as those calories and fat slip past you tonsils and down into your body to that extra roll of fat on your stomach.  You are going to get cellulite.  You are going to look like a typical fat soccer mom.  I can give you so much.  I can give you a great body.  Show me your control and I will show you a flat stomach.  Show me you love me and can keep me a secret and stay away from food and I'll give you those shaped little thighs.  Show me you can run until you drop and I will give you a cute ass.  You love me.  If you eat now and throw away what you are working for, I will hate you.  And you know you will hate yourself.  You have a meal plan, you have goals and dreams.  Don't throw that all away.  Don't give up what you really want, for something you want now.  Don't eat fattie.  Don't fail me.  Don't eat.